Thoughts on Scorpio Women

Throughout my college career (lol), I have switched schools 3 times. I started out at The University of T.oledo. They gave me lots and lots of scholarship money so that was an obvious choice. When I left there, I attended Cleveland S.tate University. I had been there for a while before I decided to transfer to a school where my degree would actually mean something. Not knocking anyone who has graduated from CSU because at this point, you are doing better than me. But, and I know I'm not the only one who has this view, CSU is sorta like...grown up high school. I transferred to Baldwin W.allace and I am loving it there.
Anyway, at every school I have taken a computer related class. Windows, email, operating systems, etc. Stuff that I see and use EVERY DAY. I tested out of the class at UT. When I transferred to CSU, that credit didn't transfer with me. So, I tested out of it at CSU. When I transferred to BW, again...it didn't transfer. They won't let me test out of it but they are letting me take a CLEP exam for it. Have you guys heard of those? You pay $65 to take the exams that they offer and you get college credit for it. Well, I had never heard of them before I got to BW. Come to find out CSU offers it but my advisor NEVER said anything about it. That hoe.

So, blah, blah, blah, I was in the library the other day picking up some books on Visual Basic, Java, etc. I didn't know that the test covers these things so I have to study. I don't know shit about programming. As you can tell by this bare bones ass blog here.
Before I go up to the counter to check out, I come across this thick book about astrological signs and how each sign interacts with the other.
I picked it up and checked that out as well. I started reading it the other night and it's really good. I skipped right to the section called Scorpio woman (me) and Virgo man (D). It really fucked me up because everything it says is SO true. And it got me to thinking about me and how I behave in relationships.

The thing that really caused problems in mine and D's relationship was the lack of trust. On both our parts. I've never been the jealous type chick but I started to find myself acting that way with him. And that shit is yucky. So unattractive. I know now what caused all that but that ain't what this post is about. LOL

When I am in a relationship (and happy), I am the bestest girlfriend in the universe. For real. The cutesy shit, the freaky shit, the cooky and cleany shit...I do all that. In return, I expect you to treasure me. Make me feel protected and loved and it's all good.
I am fiercely loyal. So much so that I have a tattoo that simply says Loyal. That's a huge, huge part of who I am.
So in reality, no guy ever has to worry about me cheating. It just won't happen. Not only because it's happened to me and I know how that shit feels...but I really do take relationships seriously and cheating is not the business.
To me...it's like a gift. You treat me good and I will be the most loyal chick you have ever known. I take pride in that fact.
So, it's sometimes puzzling and frustrating when a boyfriend doesn't trust me. It's like...helloooooo, this is me. Trust is something you don't have to worry about. I love being in a relationship. I have no problem shutting other dudes down if they try to holler. I have male friends but if I tell you that nothing will ever happen, that's not something you'll ever have to worry about again.

So anyway, I'm reading this book and it's basically saying ALL of this. I wanted to smack D upside the head with it. LOL
He does think that I embody other Scorpio traits such as the craziness (LOL, Diva too), the stubborness, the sensitivity, the intensity. But he just don't get the loyal, devoted, and passionate part.

He will, though...he just doesn't know it yet. LOL


OFF - TOPIC - P.S.

I was on You.tube last night watching R.yan Les.lie TV, for some reason. I have always thought dude was a lame but my mind has been changed. That dude is SO SUPER talented! Watching him make beats is amazing. I love his voice, I love his mind. I have been converted.