Randomly

LOL! Yall sick of these random posts yet?

I hate when people come downstairs looking for my boss (who's office is across from mine). Last time I checked, it wasn't my day to watch him and he's not in my back pocket. I'm not the receptionist and he has a cell phone if you really want to find him that badly. Leave me alooooone!

My BFF struggles with depression. I try to be there for her as best I can but sometimes it's really hard. She can't really find a therapist that she likes so she doesn't go. I have talked to her about getting on meds but she's so against it. She said she doesn't want to take a drug for the rest of her life and she doesn't want a drug to "alter her thinking". She thinks that a drug will make her "think" that all the problems that she's having are ok. She said that as long as she changes her situation, she'll get better. I told her that unless she has done thorough research and talked to her doctor, she can't assume how she will react to the drugs. She contemplates suicide but she doesn't even want to consider taking a drug that could make her better. It's a tough situation. One that I've never dealt with before. I'm trying to just take it one day at a time.

In one week, I have lost 6.4 pounds. Go Monie! I haven't had fast food this entire week. Well, wait...I did have salads from Subway. But that was only because I forgot my lunch one day and the other day, I was in the mall and that was my only option. But...I didn't get any cheese or meat on it and I got oil and vinegar and salt and pepper as the topping. They were pretty good. Eating healthy is not the hardest part of this. It's the working out. Sweating? Ech. I still haven't quite figured out what to do with my hair. I can't wash it every day and I can't wear it down when it's a sweaty, hot mess. I have been rocking the snatch back for a while and I'm getting a little tired of it. Plus it's not good for my hair. Ladies, any suggestions?
Back to the diet. I have been cooking dinner every night which is something I have done...never. Last night, I had baked turkey and yellow and green zucchini that I cooked in my wok. It was SO good! I impressed myself!

It is SO nice outside today. My mood improves 100% when it's warm out. I can't wait for summer!

Today, I shredded some old pay stubs from 3 years ago. Man, I was making chump change back then and somehow I lived on it. Then again, my car was paid off and I didn't have to pay for water and gas in my old apartment. I sooooooo want a new car but I think I'm gonna pay my Malibu off and keep it for a while.

I think that's it. I have so much work to do, I can't even think! Later!